Another Easter Saturday

Hi Mum,

I know it’s not the actual date but it’s another Easter Saturday.

Our second since you went to sleep.

I thought I would be ok but it’s been quite a hard day.

We all miss you so much Mum.

After breakfast I took Grandma to Dobbies and she got to meet Amelia. I was telling her how lucky she is that she can do that.

It was a beautiful day yesterday so we went to the beach. You would’ve loved being there having a cup of tea whilst our girls climbed on the rocks and scootered.

   
    
   
I miss you so much Mum.

All my love

Pen xxx

We have a new addition

Hi Mummy darling,

You would be so excited, we have a new addition to the family in the package of Small no name Pestridge.

She was born at 15:53 on 17th March weighing 7lb 9ozs by csection.

Usual with our family Vics thought she had discharge, turned out to be her waters had broken.

As it had been a few days they decided to get baby out yesterday at 36 and 6. They are all doing well.

   
 
You would be so proud of her Mum and my heart is breaking all over again without you here.

Love you lots

Me x

Happy Mother’s Day Mum

Hi Mummy Darling,

Happy Mother’s Day.

We sent you a balloon with messages on it this morning.

It was lovely and a little chilly as the Downs this morning but thank you for the sunshine X

   
    
    
    
   
 I am missing you terribly recently but obviously even more so today.

Mike and my girls have really spoilt me, it has been a lovely but slightly empty day.

Thank you Mum for all you taught us, for being you and raising us to be independent.

With the two year anniversary coming up it feels like I have lost you all over again at the moment.

Will my heart ever completely heal or will it keep breaking over and over again.

I miss and love you so very much.

All my love

Pen X

P.s. Mike sends his love xxx