Hi Mum,
Just wondering how you are?
I’m missing having you here a lot at the moment.
The latest update on Mike is that he’s having his heart monitor fitted this Friday for the three days and we’ve got the follow-up appointment at St Guy’s on 13th Feb.
I’ll let you know how we get on, of course π.
Beth, Si and Mogs were home this weekend, it was really lovely to see them.
I bet you will be shocked to hear we went to the outlet haha.
I had a very vivid dream the other night.
I was outside somebody’s house knocking on the door when the big tree behind me starting rustling and moving.
I remember feeling fear as I stood waiting to see what was in the tree when you stepped out.
I had a massive rush of excitement that it was my Mum.
You looked like your younger self, with the biggest smile, it felt like you looked so pleased to see me.
Then my rational mind must have kicked in, as I started thinking to myself it can’t be you.
As you walked away it turned out you were somebody else’s daughter and not you at all.
Not really sure what it means but I know for that split second, or whatever it was, you were smiling at me.
I miss that Mum.
your smiles,
your laugh,
your hugs,
your chatter,
your driving hee hee
My friend
My Mum
Love you Mum
Love
Me xxx